Mid-day reflections

I've had a lot of time to reflect on my feelings of late since I'm not
busy at work. We're doing a system upgrade and so the data I use for
my reporting is unavailable. During this down time, I'm doing
self-paced training to learn how to use Crystal Reports so that I can
start programming my own reports when the data warehouse is back up.
Here are my random mid-day reflections in no particular order:

I'm grateful for friends who can bear to put up with my over the top
moodiness and who are ok with listening to me mull over circumstances
and situations that I seem to run into on a regular basis. A special
feeling to B at work who sat with me in the nice warm sun while I
enjoyed veggies and rice and bitched about my situation.

"Take a chance on love..." That's what Lenny Kravitz just sang. Music
is important to me. How do people not have an interest in it? To me,
it's part of the human experience to enjoy music, all kinds of music.

"I'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake, the hand
behind this pen relives a failure everyday." That was Fall Out Boy.
How would I get by without these tasty tidbits?

I'm so happy I was able to run yesterday and that I feel so much
better. Antibiotics are the best, except I could do without the
stomach upset side effects.

I'm doing better than I was last night. I pray I can sleep tonight.

"To the east to the west, to the north and south, one love people
never gonna stop." Michael Franti and Spearhead.

Self-paced training is boring as all get out. BORING.

I'm going to take a chance on the guy who I'm not all that attracted
to in the hopes that if anything, we can be good friends. Who knows? I
just think it's cool that he likes music, especially garage rock which
I love, that he's into art and travel, and really seems available.
We'll see how long it takes him to get to the sex talk. He says he's
shy, so we'll see about that.

Writing is self-indulgent and therapeutic. Poor M. You don't have to
read my blog if you don't want. I really just am trying to write out
my feelings each day. i suppose I could make this blog private, but I
figure if someone stumbles upon it and something I have written makes
them laugh or resonates with them, then maybe it's worth it. Besides,
they say if you put your thoughts to the universe, you are more likely
to get what you ask for. For the record, Universe, please send me a
decent relationship soon so I can restore my faith in men and mankind
in general. Thank you.

My first post to the blog via email. Will it work?